Description Do you have a picture that you draw, when you need to mentally go away, while still remaining a vicinity...?
This flower is mine. Always the same theme, draws out different every time.
I found myself seeking assistance from a Christ Organization. I say it that way, cause I got the impression they did not refer to themselves as a church. The Prayer Breakfast flyer wasn't lost on me as an added funny.
I ahbore the hoops. "Listen to us 'convince' you of The Way." In order to receive assistance. I had to sit through sermons in order to eat, when I was homeless in San Diego in 96. Fuck, 1996...
I am happy to volunteer my time and labor. Just please don't make me sit through a sermon, attempt to convert me, or participate in team building excercises. Like trust falls.
My philosophy is simple. It is the duty of all Humans, to treat each other with compassion/kindness and help those that can not help themselves.
Christ, Buddha, Krishna and the like; don't even fall into the equation for me.
Sermons drive me to dissociate. So I draw, or play an A Z game with the pamphlet. It's not a game of wit or skill. Just an alphabetical scribble out of every letter in chronological order. Starting at the beginning, finding every single A and so on. After Z, if there is one. I tally how many of each letter. Then I make words out of the top 5 highest tally, and begin again. It's my OCD advantage plan...lol
I find congregations of people, energetically overwhelmingly. So, logging off while still in the room; really saves my mind.
Under the border scribble says "shoot me" over and over again. Out of respect, I circle scribble over all the naughty thoughts I write in times like these.